Moving Soon and Changes

it looks like as summer goes then changes will be coming for me...i just awaiting the new place's manager to get the rental amount then i'll get a call for the moving date which i will say if it good for me based on having the money to move, getting the movers, and of course the 30 days notice to move out of my current apartment...i really excited about this move but also overwhelmed...haven't moved in 11 yrs...have to prepare myself and my now senior cat for this move since it such a huge change...once when i am moved and settled in then i do plan on designing again...most of all i plan to enjoy my new environment

right now i am enjoying being happily involved with someone in the BDSM lifestyle that i have been hoping to have for years...was never happy fully in plain ole "vanilla" relationships...no offense to those in them...i have an inner child so i am a babygirl submissive and proud of it...i don't hide that i am one...trying to find a way to explain to my mom about it hehe...she already knows i have my childish ways for years now that comes out at times...the brattiness and over emotional way...not to mention my stubbornness...i live it day by day with the person i am with...i not getting into depth about it on here 'cause i save it for people who are in the lifestyle and those close to me...let's just say it is different from what i been used to for years and it's more intense and i like it ~grins~

in other news, my betta fish named Raindancer that i had for about 4 years passed away this morn...it was sad but i say it was for the best 'cause the fish wouldn't have made the move in a couple of months and would have had to say goodbye to him anyway...still he will be missed...i don't plan to get another fish...planning to get something water like as decor when i move instead